this is all about a secret i have

i could probably listen to texas is the reason all day and be content.


my horoscope today (via b daily news) is Come mid-afternoon, you won’t be able to take any more stupidity. Let the idiots know today is not their day. i didn't make it til mid-afternoon. i let a woman working for ezpass know that she was a crazy bitch around 10am this morning. i guess that's mid-afternoon somewhere though.

i want to chalk my random crying and craziness as of late up to seasonal depression. february and march are the most torturing months every year. i've gotten a lot more tolerable of colder weather, but i'm so ready for the spring. driving around with my windows down listening to something that makes me smile just to hear, no matter how many times i've heard it. i want to have more cookouts, more pickup soccer games, more hanging my legs out the window while someone drives, more summer love, more spontaneous trips to the beach, more happy hour afternoons outside at ja murphys, more sitting outside at todd conner's on saturday afternoons, more trips to loch raven and more cliff jumping. i want to be able to get out of work and still have a couple hours left of daylight, that fade into warm nights. summer makes me feel like a kid on christmas, every year.

it's just really unfortunate that more and more i'm starting to want to share my summer with someone besides just my friends. then again, maybe that's more of the seasonal depression talking.