i swear i'll do my best to comply

watching you right now is killing me. i swear i'd do anything to fix how you feel. you put up an incredible facade, for a long time. i'm so happy that after 3 and a half years of being close you've started seriously opening up to me about things that upset you...but it really hurts to see you like this. you deserve so much more credit than you give yourself. the amount of drinking you're doing is scaring me but i know perfectly well to just let this run its course. it will be okay. and i'll hold your hand until it is, because god knows you've held mine through so much. just please realize your worth.