so, i've been thinking. and i think when people get older they just settle. there's no logical explanation as to why there are so many people in their early 20s who are single, but when you get to your late 20s the number is more than cut in half. you don't automatically meet your "soulmate" when you hit 25. you just give up trying and settle. pretty sure i've got that figured out.
also pretty sure that i hate the person/people who made me feel like that.
and pretty sure that i hate money. and lack of it. and being 24 and trying to establish a career during a recession. and the fact that this is my first summer where i don't have at least one day during the week off. and the fact that i have no idea what my job title will even be in a matter of weeks. and driving home from work. and living at home, because i don't have enough space for myself.
the past 2 weeks (during the week) have been so shitty that i don't remember the last time i was so down on myself and life. some of it's my fault. some of it is just sheer bad luck.
i told rena that god is real and he got mad at me for saying he's not and for talking shit on him all the time, so he's pissing all over me. i'm probably right. hah.
fuck.the.world.because.the.world.fucked.me
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